When you find your purpose , voice and do something out of the ordinary you get different reactions.
Silencing your experiences
hating what they don’t understand
when you take back your power it frustrates some
wondering if there is a hidden agenda
labelled as bitter
It’s not easy making a change , growth , having a purpose and standing up to what is right. It’s big sacrifice i decided to make to be mistreated for a reaction , to be black listed and overlooked. At first i felt uncomfortable , angry and regretful. After a while i realized outgrown this and i didn’t want it anymore. I want to be myself , at least i’m being real and authentic. I want people to work with the real me the different , introverted , awkward me and don’t want to change myself just to fit in.
I don’t want to be put in a box with a label , i want to explore with different ideas and be open minded. Don’t let ignorance , hate and jealousy bring you down.
Why it all stopped well ……….
- Fashion is strict with weight , age and height
- Uk music and film scene is a lot more popular and in demand
- I’m getting older and wiser
- I tolerate being exploited
- I made a lot of people angry because of what i stand for
- cliques i’m laid back , quiet and different i’m never going to pretend to be something i’m not.
- instagram. the more likes the more bookings before Instagram it was easier all you needed was a portfolio and submit.
- too picky
- high standards
- too competitive